I miss my ex boyfriend so much, please help? :(?

Distance makes the heart grow fonder. I know, I've been there in your shoes. It's our romantic side, we then can only look back through rose colored gles. Please understand and know this wasn't meant to be -- you should move on and heal from this and try to forget him and find a guy you are 100% sure about! Someone you won't stray from or get confused over -- someone you will always be head over heels in love -- who you won't break up with -- won't ever consider it, no matter what. This guy, of course you had feelings and a connection with, but he's in the past for a reason. It's time to let go and find the guy you're meant to be with. Learn from the past, and make room for the one for you (not the past one you're pining over).